rocking horse

it whips up your hair in a frenzy, and you are forced to squint your eyes. everything rushes past you, without any hope of being recognized by the human eye.
scientific breakthroughs. amazing impossible-seeming feats. stupid new words created by r&b artists (eg."bootylicious") added to Webster's dictionary.
all barely missing you as they all zoom past your ear things, so close that you can actually feel it. Actually.
And
it all moves past so god damn fast. the past twenty three years of life, that i have witnessed, so much has changed and evolved and has been figured out.
in twenty three years iv learnt a language, observed human behavior and deciphered patterns.. and felt a fuckton of different emotions of extreme caliber.
everything is moving around me so fast.
sometimes I wish I had a lawn chair of my very own, so I could set it up, right in the middle of the chaos. Be involved without being involved. that is a fucking great plan to me.

[above was the answer to the following:
"Where do you want to sit when you grow up?"]