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last night was the first, in a long time, that me and my lady have spent the night at different places. other than when someone leaves town.
i was called randomly last night, but someone that I dont even think I consider a friend. But they had recently been kicked out of their place. The landlord or something? Threw everything everything everything of his into the dumpster. And kept the expensive things worth lots. Obv.
Thats rude. Altho I am sure there was a good reason for it.
When I had heard about this a couple days earlier, it reminded me of when I was stranded on the streets and no where to go. It fucking sucked some nights, to try and find somewhere to crash.
....So I offered my couch up for those times when he was in very desperate need, and had no other options. None.

He said "cool", and went about his way.

NOW, last night, however, he called and wanted to take me up on that. I had been feeling ill all day (a flu or bug or something? iunno. ) and just had FINALLY gotten cozy with Lauren and was going to hang out.
Perhaps I shouldnt have answered. But you know how Me VS. Curiousity always turns out.... messy. I answered my phone and when he asked, i didnt even say yes right away. said i'd call him back.
And I thought abotu it. And thought about it and thought about it. I could have fallen asleep at any moment right then and there, but I remembered living on the streets, and picked up my phone and called him.
We went to my place, where he didnt speak loud enough the whole time and kept asking ME to repeat myself... he is hard of hearing in one ear tho.
I got a bit annoyed. And kicked him to the couch. Chilled in my room. Because he was trying to rest, i had my cat with me, trapped behind my bedroom door.
And guess what kids... she is in heat. FUcking yay...
The annoyance of both my cat and my couch surfer were enough to drive me insane. I didnt let the cat out. I stood my ground.
My sleep suffered dramatically because of all this. The noise. And whatnot. Not to mention it was almost 4am by the time i got back home, so i was all messed up with time.

Plus.. I was wondering how lauren was doing over on her end? she seemed unimpressed by my choice of actions (stay[her] vs. go[him])... but it waasnt that simple. I guess what really got me to get dressed and ready and leave was that I had been in that same situation, and it was brutal and time passed by so slowly. I have no reason other than selfish ones (hang out with my pretty lady with the face)...
ugh. i just feel like I came off as a jerk to one person for trying to be a good person to the other.
the jerk thing was unintentional- really!

but the good intentions meant by me, seemed to go unnoticed by both parties. he said thanks, but didnt seem like he really gave a shit, or that he would help someone out in the same situation... and he owes me cash. cuz he spent what i gave him to GIVE to someone cuz he's "out an apartment".
(i dont think he's lying. cuz that blows majorly)
but his personal situation has now gotten me involved. And i dont even care for the guy very much. i think his self-righteous attitude and high horse that he's on... well they stinkkkkkk.