i am not sure what was eating at me yesterday, but wow was I ever bothered.
wasn't waiting for hours at the mall. it wasnt anything anybody said (this year, i got tons of birthday wishes from lots of people).
it wasnt the actions of a few individuals.
i just got like that and wish that I didn't. but i took the time to step back and evaluate my situation for all it was worth.
and gave myself a slap across the face.
and smartened the fuck up.