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I've always anticipated things that are surely going to happen in the future.
In high school, I was anticipating how real the world would feel to everyone. And the impact it would have. And I always believe that when something was going to happen, it'd feel weird..
but to be honest it seems as natural as always in this mad world.
we are shoved out of the safe coven of our adolescent years, and thrust into the chaos and disorder, only to fend for ourselves.
they get married. they get divorced.
they overdose.
get into a car accident. they die.
suffer a mental breakdown. commited to a psych ward.
some go on welfare.
they might even get an illness.
lots get addicted to drugs.
some, well they never see drugs.
they travel and change the world.
some of them make someone else's life better.
one may attempt to tear it all down.
they live in their mom's basement for 15 years.
they move up in the world of Mcdonalds.
they get arrested. and some hurt people.
most lose their way.
they realize they are gay. or they realize they arent.
some sleep on the streets.
a few maybe kill their family. then themselves.
enlist in the armed forces
they take off their clothes for money.
they take off their clothes, among other things, for even less money.
they go to prison.
they get out. and they go back to prison.
they get out and start a family.
buy a house, boat, and work a stuffy cubicle 9-5 job.
and some get forgotten.

welcome to life.
you'd think (before-the-fact) that it'd be crazy and it would "seem so weird" to finally experience one of these., or have a good friend deal with one or more of them. seems as though it would not feel real.
personally, i dont think anything ever feels real. it is all way too intense for me.