dont think twice, its alright.

today makes me smile super huge
everything, just everything, went my way... despite meassuming that it would be shitty.
I woke up wicked exhausted after an excellent sleep, and I kept getting super dizzy everytime i was standing or walking for more than five minutes. but that disappeared. and everything rocks right now.
I like it when I can make bigger and better speakers work for my computer.
I like when I dont feel like I have to go out.
I like when people insist on kicking around my place longer, cuz they're having fun just chillin and chatting with me.
I like when my shitty roommates move out and awesome and cleaner ones move in.
I like it when I am healthy.
and... I like it when I only have awesome everything to look forward to.

When i feel like this, i almost think to myself (in a sort of way), "thank the baby lord and savior baby jesse... i mean jesus. its about bloody time."
but I dont do something expecting kharma to pay me back in its clever and odd method of currency. i just do it because thats how i am. right now, at this very moment in time, i feel extremely comfortable in my own skin.
..clearly for many reasons. Ever since I met Lauren, my life has fallen in place. She makes everything a lot easier.

(listening to travelling wilburys)

...(= ....
I just got a message from a buddy of mine and there are aspects of us that clash. We're nothing alike and have absolutely nothing in common. But he comes and hangs out more and more regularly when he's in the neighborhood. He lives a hectic life, so I make sure I can help him out when I can, and he's super sweet to me and offers what he can. A sweetheart, and most definitely, good shit. And in the message it read "Friend 4 real". Cuz he's a little gangsta like that, and I smiled super huge.

ah. (sighs) and then bob dylan just came on.
my life is complete. i cant wait to see Lauren tomorrow. thats the only thing missing from right now. ....... =D

cheers, all y'all!
.ceej