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so i am not quite sure what just happened.
i mean, i know what happened, but is that the cause of these events that are hanging over our heads right now?
its hard to say something, under certain conditions, without it being taken out of context. and this is in person - not over some impersonal means of communication.
are things getting weird? i wasnt implying that we need our space, but perhaps its true.
in a sort of way, i feel like i should censor what i write in here, but i am not going to. what i write is what i write. read at your own discretion.
its been a hectic past week. its always been a hectic week, it seems.
i have terrible time management skills. im sure some feel as though these "skills" are getting even worse/more extreme. i couldn't tell you if these folks were right or not.
but i can tell you, that they are right in being frustrated. and most definitely right to be fed up with it. I am well aware of how annoying it would be. Scratch that... how annoying it is.
But the tension escalated. And now, especially, I notice things. Things that I would be completely unaware of the rest of the time. Or things that wouldnt [or shouldnt] bother me usually...now they do.

it probably seems like none of this is bothering me. or that I am taking it in stride, in comparison. but im just, you could say, thrown aback.
it caught me a little off guard..
although not completely by surprise..