gouda

It is just one of those days.
One of those days, where everything is extremely irritable to me. Honestly, i dont mean to be and I can't help that I am. It happens to everyone, where (ykno what?) they dont need to be in the best mood ever.
I am not having a bad day tho.
It's been kind of swell. I am just beaten and worn down from the weekend. And I've totally been feeling the need to get wasted- drunk, that is.
Its been awhile.
The weekend had its definite perks. I spent lots of time with my lovely lady friend, and we cleared the air with a lot of things. She is fucking amazing to me, and I cannot say that I have been treated this great ever. I feel a bit guilty about exposing her to my intense mood swings of dooooom.

Cuz they are pretty doom-tacular mood-swings.

I feel like I have all of this energy that i am not putting to good use.
Perhaps collage-related tasks will calm down my nerves. I have been cutting down smoking, too. I bet that is an additional factor.