so this past year hast been a really big one for me.
if you haven't noticed.
i, the apparently infamous cj hardcore, have calmed... the fuck... down. that statement is so true, it hurts. it doesnt hurt me, but im sure that Absolut is lacking in sales. Same with Molson. its not anybody's doing, but my own... although I am fairly certain that one individual named Lauren had some sort of influence.
This past year, I have been with Lauren and unofficially (who the fuck cares about "validating" it ) calling her my girlfriend.
I honestly can say that I have hardly glanced at other ladies.
Mine is prettier.
AND has a better sense of humour, anyways. We all know that nobody else will really ever compare to that.
I stopped regularly attending the bar, and stopped going to parties. They weren't the same. I went to a few, and ended up calling her to talk half the time, and leaving early anyways.
I haven't been wanting to, or feeling the need to, get wasted (now THAT'S worth celebrating!) Very rarely will you see me trashed, and I have come to find that hardly any of my stories start with, "So, when I was wasted on saturday/wednesday/yesterday morning.." anymore.
Hopefully all you silly kids out there in Blog-Creeper-Land realize how fucking happy that makes me.
This year, more than any other time in the past six years, I can actually feel HAPPY, as well as a butt load of other emotions. Maybe the difference is that I am not hiding behind a tallcan, or just maybe the difference is because i actually AM happy.
Miss Lauren makes me so goddamn giddy and excited and everything grand, it's ridiculous. She doesnt force her views on me (tho we much agree on many things), and lets me do my own thing. I care (i really really do!) about what she thinks and says and believes. Her opinion in bloody everything, really fucking matters to me.
She is really fucking amazing. Thats the point I am trying to make here, folks.
My absolutely breathtakingly dropdead gorgeous lady, Lauren, is the bomb-diggity. I won't let any trivial thing or person come between this killer unlabelled-uncomplicated something.
I am head-over-heels in love with her. Okay? Thought I'd point it out. Just in case it was not obvious enough.
3 comomo's...:
yayyyy love! I'm glad to hear your so happy my cousin! I raise my lemon snapple in a toast to you and your Lauren aka "the bomb-diggity".
It gives me smiles to know ur doin' so well.
We gots to get together a la doritos n cheese curds (squeekers?! squeekers :) )
I have alien kitties... 'nd a bonfire pit... fo realz
both sound too good to be true! you're on!
w0rd! K, it would prolly be 4 a friday night (and soon). do u still have ur old email (i still check mine, but work more then hotmail)? my old phone's charger got messed up and all #'s were lost. i now txt too (i'm so with this whole new fangled electricity and what not)
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